Monday, 13 October 2008

Useless Words



Dipping my hands in love
I press words to mould them
Into my allies
asking them to convey what I cannot
 
He chooses to remain illiterate.
 
Hugging my knees I tell him
Dreams keep flying inside my head
Robbing me of all peace
Driving away every bit of sleep
 
He yawns- it’s time for his forty winks
 
What do I do
When words is all I have
To tell what cannot be told in words
To someone who won’t listen

Sunday, 14 September 2008

Evening by the Lake

I saw them sitting beside each other, near the lake, looking into each others eyes as people do when they are in love. She, then, slipped her arm inside his arm and squeezed it. He was tall and fair with a mop of black hair and she was short and petite and dusky. Her long hair had an orange tinge of henna. They sat there quite oblivious of the world that bustled around them. They had eyes only for each other. They did not speak much. They did not have to, for love needs no words. She looked up in his eyes and smiled, spreading the radiance on her face. Suddenly, he gave a short laugh and turning almost completely to face her, asked her," If we ever meet again, later in life, would you recognise me? or you would turn your face away pretending not to know me."
Smile left girl's face. Her eyes grew sombre and her face ashen. She quietly withdrew her arm before she turned to face him. Pain could be seen writ large in her eyes, so much so that he could not see it and he closed his eyes. She, then, straightened her back and in a very steady voice replied," No, I won't ever recognise you if we happen to meet again. You are, either a part of my life or you don't exist."
They both were quiet for some time, silently pondering over the words they had just exchanged, their meanings and their repercussions. But the evening was beautiful and they were far too young to let the sorrows and heart ache of tommorow spoile the moment. When I got up from there, they were still sitting there, their arms interwined and her head on his shoulder.

Sunday, 17 August 2008

Every Woman


I am more than I think I am
I am more than I see when I look into the mirror
I am more than I have heard about myself
I am more than I could imagine I would ever be

There was a time when I wanted everything
But nothing made me happy
Dreams started to wither away
chocked by the weeds of regrets

So I sat down very still
beside the river of life
looking in the swirling waters
trying to find what I really wanted

Life is a jigsaw puzzle
whose pieces have fallen away
They can be put back together
I gather them... snatches of songs
forgotten passages of poems
faded photographs and old journals
memories gathering dust
at the back of my mind

I am afraid to take a chance
but I will do it anyway
I have done things
that did not turn out well

But I am getting better and better
Its time to move on
To do different things
differently...

Cacophony of desires no longer
violate the solitude of mind
I almost know what I want
But I must be patient enough
to get it.